和他分开快半年了。。曾以为我会和他长相思守。他会永远住在我心里最深的那个地方！
直到他出现。。。一个陪我走过我最难过，最伤心的那段日子。　
他让我知道其实我也可以大声地哭，不需要伪装，　不需要形象，　更不需要管旁人。 只要做我自己就好!!!
他很喜欢欺负我，尤其是工作的时候！！ 也许欺负我就是他工作的娱乐吧！！！ =.=”
可是我也很乐意让他欺负，我看我应该要去看医生了！！ 是不是那根筋不对！！

ME n HIM...

如果我们还在一起今天刚好是我们的三年半的日子。。。应该会觉得很幸福吧！！！

我和他分开三个月了。。不知道我的决定是对还是错只是既然说出口了也只有往前看！！也曾经想过我是不是错了为什么我会这么难过，我的心为什么会这么痛？？？

在这三个月里，我哭过，伤心过，一还记得有一次很难过的哭却怕被别人听到！！

也许我和他的开始就是一种错，一开始我们就错了！！这三年多里我们的确走过很多回忆！！读书的回忆，以期在英国的回忆，这些是我以后也不会再有的回忆！！和他一起走过的回忆会是我这一生最难忘的回忆！！

曾经有过和他白头到老的想法，觉得他就是我一生的伴侣！！ 他在我被好朋友抛弃的时候一路陪着我，鼓励我让我知道其实我并不需要因为她们这么难过，伤心！！

他让我从一个万事都自己做的女孩变成了一个有时我也可以依靠他的女孩！！也许我们的缘分只能走到这里吧！！美好的回忆将成为我和他的句点！！

我和他是不可能还有未来。。他的未来会属于那个对的人而我的未来将不会有他！！！时间会冲淡我对他的记忆也会带走我对他的爱！！！一切将会回到原点，回到我们最初的时候！！就是二个好朋友， 二个最熟稀的陌生人！！！

好累，好怕，也好孤单！！ 或许就因为这样所以我才会来到这里吧！！！

Last day in the unforgetable place in UK--Charlotte Court

My UK life is come to the end in the next 3 hrs....currently the feeling is so complicated!!
Not only excited because is going Europe Trip soon...but also feeling sad because is going to leave here!!!

I want to say thank you for all the charlotte court...even we just spend 3 months in UK but the relationship we built is definitely more than 3 months!!

Our charlotte court is like a big family, everyone is helping one another!!! Not matter is sick, birthday celebration, and any occasions we will share and taking care each other. This maybe because of we are all malaysian that come from all over of the malaysia but meet in this foreign country.

Thanks all the charlotte mates, because of you all my 3 months UK summer program become more meaningful and more unforgettable. Maybe this will be the only chance that we can meet together but I'm sure this will be everyone in the court will be remember this moment.

I still remember that time we all flew from Malaysia, everyone is like children that come to our wonderland! We are all away from our sweet family and start our independent life in next 3 months. But now is all come to the ends....time passed sooooooooooooo fast!!!

Finally I want to say thank you to my hsemate...flat 46!!! Joe, Xuan Jing, Yat Fang and Sook Han..thank you you all! I will remember this moment in my life....

At last, dear thank you!! Because of you make my UK life full of miracle. Even though sometime maybe i m the 1 who make mistake but you still try to help me solve the question!!!

A day before exam....

Haiz....exam is coming!! opps..is tomorrow!! But i got no mood in studying my corporate finance!!!

Suddenly feel wan to drink hot milk and make me think of HIM!!! He so bad...go europe trip when I'm having exam!!! Make me so miss HIM and can't concentrate my studies!!!! So annoying guys,,,,

Almost 3 years we as couple!!! Time passed so fast!!! Still remember the night with the hot milk make by him....is the start between me n HIM!!! And now we are going to graduate soon!!! Hopefully after graduate me and HIM will get job then allow us to met frequently!!! HAHA...

Want study already..but now will make a cup of hot milk....so misssss HIM!!!!

Started missing my family n friend in malaysia......have been Sheffield for 1 month.

Other than study, I have been visit many places like Cambridge, Chartworth's house, Endcliff Park and my next destination will be York, another interesting place for me to go!!!

However the workload at here is also heavy and totally different in Malaysia. Every week I have been busy with the assignment and discussion among different team member in other to get it done.

But....xixixiix!!!!! I with him is getting better and better!!! This time I really can feel that he is concern, caring n really love me!!! hahaa...sound so sweet !!! But realy thank you for him to take care me in this period!!! Dear dear.....I know all the things u done for me!!! LOve you....

Erm...almost a week in UK!! Quite miss my family member, dad, mum, n 1 little sis...

Tis few days is busy doing all the administration stuff...campus tour, visit library, access the IT learning session, open bank account...going here and there!!

But also enjoy in walking in Sheffield street...many unique building then can not be found in malaysia. Let me feel like walking into the story book..haha!!

Furthermore I have 4 "crazy" hsemate made my UK life full of adventure and funny whenever they are around...We cook, eat, play, n chat together in our small dining room!! Each time dinner sure a lot of fun n laugh...

Yesterday nite, our senior resident bring us to a clubs.."Gentleman Clubs"!! This is a clubs that hv dance performance by all the "ladies"!! haha...sound a bit fishy!! Btw the dance actually not very nice and the ladies also did not look beautiful...

After that, we went to city center of Sheffield Halam..Almost 20 of us walk along the street, enjoying the scenery, and the nice scenery . Sheffield in nite is totally different in day time!!

1st day in UK...

After the almost 20 hrs flight from Malaysia to Manchester, finally I have been safety arrival in Sheffield Halam University...creating my new blog in this new room in Sheffield!!!

Today really a busy n tired day!!! After getting the key from our senior, Aeron( I think his name is like tat la) finally can move all my stuff in my room!! I got 3+1 hsemate!!! They r Joe Ba, Yat Fang, n Sook Yee + Xuan Jing!! Poor Xuan jing currently still can't live vf us until other student move out from our flat, 46!!! I got a quite a good n comfortable room!!! (will show the picture when i can upload my photo)

Now wan sleep ad!! More than 20 hrs x sleep, feel tire n sleepy@@@@
Tmr ned to wake up at 7:30am...to hv my "final orientation" in my studies life....good nites my dad n mum!!! Miss u all....